My 2 cents on #Inconvenience #Demonetisation

Yes, it is difficult time and pain for all of us. All of us means  all of us.

Everybody is running to banks and post offices and standing in never ending Q’s to turn their White money into White money. Yes hard earned white  money. And how to get daily consumable goods.

And the irony is that the pain is in a way connected to money you have.  Who would have imagine the less the money the less is pain. The more the money pain is more. It has become correlated.

But it is still hard earned money for all of us except criminals, politicians and  very Big Fishes.

We have heard folklores from our parents or elders or read about the stories how country men and women made sacrifices in 1965 and 1971 wars.

Now it’s our time because surgical strike against black money is a war of different kind.

It will discipline us. We have taken our Govts  for granted since ages. And each one of us is guilty. We somehow find shortcuts.

Recently, I had an accident and fractured my left hand. Doctor plastered it and gave some precautions and instructions to what not to do. Did I have the gumption to refute him? उसकी  बला से (read Doctor) . What would be my response to him? That this will be inconvenient to me,. He would have thrown me out and said F$$K OFF.

Lastly , I would appeal to Modi Sarkar to ease filing of returns and fear of harassment and bring down income tax rates so that more and more people voluntarily and happily come into tax regime .

Love .........??????

LOVE ---------- what this four letter has in it ? For me love comes with the price tag of pain . And i am talking about the love between a man and a woman not the other loves like parents love or siblings love . The love of mother and father for their children and vice versa or siblings love come naturally . These are the blood relations and you don't have to earn it , to get it , to achieve it , to toil for it ... but to get the love of a woman if you are a man and the love of a man if you are a lady ...... it is certainly a tough job just like climbing Mount Everest . To get the love of an unknown person whom you have liked in the beginning ... the reasons could be any ...... may be you are floored by beauty or may be you have liked the qualities of that person so immensely that you fall in love unknowingly...... and then the hardship begins.... the pain begins......... you make every effort to woe...... just to see the same feelings in the eyes of that human with which your eyes are filled with ........ the same reciprocation ... the same response .. but it is not easy and possible ...... you are smitten by that person's beauty or persona or qualities ..... the same could not be for that person . To get the reciprocal feelings , she or he must have also floored either by yours persona or qualities.... first your effort goes in just letting apprise the other of your emotions .... whether it is accepted or not ... it is not an ordinary feat if the other one, even if he or she does not love you but he or she values your feelings and emotions.... it gives you a feeling you can't describe in words.. To get the love in return you are blessed and is icing on the cake ... but those who get this are very few blessed and lucky ones...... but love is not all about getting love in return ..... it is about giving love ... the pain of not getting reciprocal love gets slightly subsides when the other person values your love ..... and you can live your life just with that satisfaction ...... you can be friends all along till your last breath like the two shores of a river which never meet but runs side by side all their journey till reach their ultimate destination.....

Indianordinary-2

Unquote Fawzia Gulsha "Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live. "Something died inside me yesterday and it was a huge loss , an incomparable loss or a loss i can't measure in any way. And i realized the truth in those words myself practically.Why sometimes your innocence is understood like your idiot or fool ? Why sometimes when you behave like you are ignorant of some facts just to make someone happy or you don't want to give them the impression that you are well aware of the truth-- then it is considered as your weakness or foolishness.You are taken for granted .
When something dies , it becomes stale and immovable and hard . I am feeling the same way that a portion of my heart has become hard and motion less or emotionless. May be then you become less sensitive and then continue to grow as insensitive to other's pain and grief since it is the heart which has all these emotions and senses to feel and when a portion of it dies it stops reacting the way it used to . Am i going to be ruthless or harsh now ? Or i am going to be the other way around . Since when you have gone through same phase you can judge and feel the pain and grief of others .Don't know which way i am going to be . But if i know me i can be hard and ruthless to me only ......

Number 4- It's Effect on My Life

  Don't know much about numbers or numerology. But I have always felt that Number 4 has a huge and vast influence on my life. Could not notice earlier in my life but gradually I sensed that 4 has something to do with my life. My Moolaank number is 4 as per numerology. I was born on the 13th day of the calendar month which sums up to 4. My birth month is April which is the 4th month of the calendar and if I add the whole numbers of my date of birth which is 13-4-1967 it aggregates to 4.

As such, I began to notice that most of the good and bad things happen on days like 4, 13, 22,  and 31 of the month. I get good and bad news these days. I meet and lose good people and things on these days. I get surprises and shocks these days. These number of days give me joy and also pain.

Sometimes it also seems ridiculous to me and I think whosoever reads this will also think so. Maybe some will think I am superstitious which I discard completely Me Lord.:) But I cannot help it . The truth is truth. And I love this number. The number 4 is not considered as auspicious as 13 is also considered unlucky, which is my date of birth. I have always been very possessive of things attached to me .So I always love both the numbers 4 and 13 . Usually, people don't give the number 13 to anything associated with them but I always somehow get stuck with these numbers. How can these numbers be unlucky to me when I am born on these numbers day.

P.S.- I got my life term sentence on 14/04/1993. Add the numbers. The result is 4. 

THE POWER OF YOUR SUBCONSCIOUS MIND

This is the title of a book written by Dr Joseph Murphy. The author says in this book that if u want to achieve something you first get that thought deep uprooted in your subconscious mind and that you can do by telling this passive mind of yours when u go to sleep and remind it when u wake up early in the morning or you think it all day, it gets immersed in your mind . And then you can see miracles, what this subconscious mind can do . It can do wonders for you . Like what SRK says in his OSO movie that when u want something whole of universe helps you in getting that. This is one and same thing . In this book Dr Murphy has suggested that you can cure certain chronic diseases with your mind .Like many times doctors say now a patient can only survive with his will power .This will power is his subconscious mind.When u think positive na things change for better or vice- versa. So the summary is if u need something get it into your subconscious mind and you will get that. I have done this some days back and i have done what i wanted to do .That thought was so deep rooted into me that you just go thru those motions and u get what you have thought. Situations and circumstances happen automatically to give you what you have asked for. So i will try now this on other things too which i want in my life .