Indianordinary-2

Unquote Fawzia Gulsha "Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live. "Something died inside me yesterday and it was a huge loss , an incomparable loss or a loss i can't measure in any way. And i realized the truth in those words myself practically.Why sometimes your innocence is understood like your idiot or fool ? Why sometimes when you behave like you are ignorant of some facts just to make someone happy or you don't want to give them the impression that you are well aware of the truth-- then it is considered as your weakness or foolishness.You are taken for granted .
When something dies , it becomes stale and immovable and hard . I am feeling the same way that a portion of my heart has become hard and motion less or emotionless. May be then you become less sensitive and then continue to grow as insensitive to other's pain and grief since it is the heart which has all these emotions and senses to feel and when a portion of it dies it stops reacting the way it used to . Am i going to be ruthless or harsh now ? Or i am going to be the other way around . Since when you have gone through same phase you can judge and feel the pain and grief of others .Don't know which way i am going to be . But if i know me i can be hard and ruthless to me only ......